The Strategy of Antelopes

But for me, the chance to become someone is over. You will never hear answers from the real Claudine in response to your questions—because I’m no longer truly happy in my own skin. I’ve known the defilement of a bestial existence, I’ve witnessed the ferocity of the hyena and even worse—since animals are never that wicked. I was called a cockroach, as you know. I was raped by a savage creature. I was swept away to that place, out there, which no words of ours can ever match.

Ref. CD41-A